
Bloom
I would like to feel desirable, feel good about myself. To know what bliss is. I want my colors to be seen and loved for what they are so they are free to bloom. I want to be in love. It doesn't sound all that crazy, but there's a reason why I named it this way. This is the wildest dream. #love #selfloathing #imagination #sex

Popularity And Such
When I started drawing 4 months ago, I wasn't trying to make anything good, and it didn't ever cross my mind to put it on the internet. When friends suggested that I created a page for my stuff I didn't really take it seriously, I just took it as a compliment. But there was this one thing they said, something about how what I was saying was important and that many people could enjoy it and relate to it, and I immediately clung to the idea that maybe this would finally let me

It's A Love Story, Baby
This is a difficult subject to talk about, so I'll just rip it like a band aid. In my experience, people tend to feel uncomfortable talking about love and sex in the context of disability. I for one feel like there's a knife cutting through my throat. This subject is so taboo that people aren't even aware of it being taboo. I remember being a kid and already being deeply concerned about the implications of my disability in my sexual life. I have thought of sex as an expressio

Boxed
I was having a conversation with a friend about our different feelings of disconnection from our body, and I tried to explain to her how some of my disconnections come from the limitation of my movements, which is something I have not noticed before, as I was only vaguely aware of this until said friend got me to think about it. I have a very active imagination and I imagine all sorts of situations; sometimes even while experiencing a situation, I'm simultaneously imagining i